- Mood:
Guilty - Listening to: my tears hitting the keyboard
- Reading: my suicide poem
- Watching: my life and sanity fall to pieces
- Playing: The game i'm losing
- Eating: never again
- Drinking: from the fountian of saddness
I do not know why people hurt me so much... i am kicking my self in the ass. because of everything... rummors are flying. that i am pregant some that i am pregnant with my cousins baby... and i am sick of people talking shit it fucking pisses me off... i am sick of talk i am scared enough of being pregnant as it is... apparently i look pregnantish but i dunno... i am too scared to tell my mom... and people are spreading rumors mostly justin... and i don't know why he is saying shit... i think he is just pissed off that i was with another guy besides him... if he didn't want me to be with someone else then he should have asked me out i waited for him for four years and all summer. it makes me so madd.... i told him because i trusted him... and because i loved him.. he hasn't talked to me in a month... i am so scared and hurt and i hate gossip... exspecially when i can't truthfully deny it...i don't like me very much right now... a guy in my school told my friend katie to tell me to stop looking over at him and she said why i love aleah she is nice and he said yeah nice enough to get pregnant with her cousins baby.. i am pissed... first off i was extreamly drunk... and i DIDN'T REALLY WANT TO HAVE SEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and yet that little bit is left out in any gossip... why can't any one defend me i was wrong i admit... BUT I AM PAYING FOR IT.... GOD HELP ME.... i need you now.... i need some one anyone just to confort me... i am so upset i don't know what to do... and there is no i can trust... because rumors fly... and the only one i trust is katie... I AM SCARED I AND I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW... i don't know what to do... but i just want to fall off the earth and make this all stop and go away.
Devious Comments
I hope things calm down for you. Maybe you should take a home pregnancy test? Ignoring it won't make it go away unfortunately.
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♂ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♀ + ♂ = ♥
a bunch of
i hope things start to go uphill from here for you.
keep your head up hun.
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our life is what our thoughts make it
i am; therefore, i think
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Tinkerbell reigns supreme!!!
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I am *shadowzerro. (the head of The Frontline) The Frontline is the most acsepting club you will ever find it is a christian bast club for all to join. We are small and in need of members.
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Staring into the intersection
she thinks that she can fly and she might
holding on in a new direction
she's gonna try it tonight
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Staring into the intersection
she thinks that she can fly and she might
holding on in a new direction
she's gonna try it tonight
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Staring into the intersection
she thinks that she can fly and she might
holding on in a new direction
she's gonna try it tonight
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Staring into the intersection
she thinks that she can fly and she might
holding on in a new direction
she's gonna try it tonight
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I am *shadowzerro. (the head of The Frontline) The Frontline is the most acsepting club you will ever find it is a christian bast club for all to join. We are small and in need of members.
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