tears-for-christ

Aleah

32 Watchers36 Deviations

7.9K

Pageviews

Latest Deviations

See all

dried flowers by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

dried flowers

Dried flowers pressed between yellowed pages Fragile from time and age, Time has not been kind Three long years have passed now, Tears have stained the pages, Of a story never told or read Just a home for memories… Staring long and hard Hoping to bring you back Or just to catch a glimpse of you The red roses seem so black now And the baby's breath has long ceased to breathe Fingers caress the petals and brush against the page, Stirring up dust and memories that rise from the pages The little nothings that meant so much, Your dried flowers pressed between yellowed pages.

the safest i've ever been by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

the safest i've ever been

Have you ever woken up feeling so safe that you could lie there forever? Have you ever felt so comfortable in one mans arms that forever seems too soon I felt that way last night nestled close to your heart I woke ups smiling today does it make you smile to know that it was because of you Bits and pieces of a sweet dream of you Of the precious moments we had. Beauty happens when you close your eyes When I am beside you eyes closed there is nothing more beautiful then you Needing you from the inside out You make it all okay My protector my savior You're my dream come true Justin I'm just saying I LOVE YOU

You strangled me by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

You strangled me

I wish so much to tell you how I feel But I don't even know my self Let go your hurting me Please Justin let go I'm not a puppy A little dog To be pushed around There is only so much I can take Before crawling back to you I do I always do As you know so well Sit, roll over, now play dead Your wish is my command Tie me up your little dog With the rope that I made Neglect me now I'm starving for your love Tied up to a tree Waiting for your call Tied up to tree Justin's strangling me You don't understand But maybe you know The hardest part is letting go Whisper in my ear strangle me now Drown me my tears Cry for me and

Please let me go by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

Please let me go

Bars are cold and depression is dark Fighting to be free. Hidden behind silent lies Begging to be me Legs are chained and hands are bound So afraid to fall or cry Spread my broken wings Justin I close my eyes and dream of better things Listen to how a broken heart sings Justin close your eyes let me spread my severed wings So afraid of letting go Drowning in your tears Such a pretty little bird Imprisoned by my fears so afraid of letting go my lonely broken wings Justin please just close your eyes I dream of better things It's too hard to breathe So little faith please believe Justin if you love me so The best thing

beatifully mia by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

beatifully mia

A child teaches but never learns My stomach tosses as it turns. Watch my life swirl in the bowl Binge my life and purge my soul One down sixty more to go My head says yes my heart says no A shell sits where a child sat Fuck you don't tell me I'm not fat You poison me with food and sin You try to beat me fuck you I win I'll give it up there's nothing to lose Afraid of a fork afraid of a spoon I march my life a different tune A tune of binge a tune of purge Two trains on a track but neither will merge I hate myself a fucking cow Ill be skinny someday… I don't care how.

redefinded by tears-for-christ, literature

prisoner only of mind by tears-for-christ, literature

see you are my world by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

see you are my world

So many thoughts of you make it hard to think Every moment of my day dedicated just to you Even when I have, so many things to do You brighten my day with fantasy, a promise of romance Our very first memories of kissing at the dance Understanding every look All my thoughts of you woven deep with love Recognize this; you are my gift presented from above Everything happens for a reason My heart beating hard and fast You are the welcome ghost, hiding in my past When ever I hear your voice shivers run inside Old fantasies reemerge; I have nothing left to hide Romance is a great delight, almost now surreal Love is just a little word

you can make me whole by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

you can make me whole

You seem to know the secrets held inside Out ward they are hidden, to be held fast with pride Understanding makes us whole Can you keep my secret? All things with you are right Nothing can be wrong, Mary had a little lamb And I have a tiny secret Keep it quiet or I won't tell Everything held inside My mind races when we talk Everything seems so right What is this strange power you possess? Holding fast to my heart On my mind and in my chest Love is surely found Every thing is okay at your voices' sound

Mean trick by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

Mean trick

The words fell gently from your lips I couldn't believe my ears Pinch me I must be dreaming Such a cruel mean trick Why must the words torture me? I want to believe that your words are true Little words tear down a wall. Protect my heart I am exposed. Naked here for you Hold me prisoner to my heart I don't want to go but I don't want to stay I don't want to trust you But yet complete trust you hold. I am hopeless with out you Baby I love you too.

See All

Featured Gallery

See all

My faith by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

My faith

Misery in her eyes Her face to the ground Eyes turned to the skies of grey Praying for change but changing for prayer The truth of the lies that strike her face Beaten by pain and slap by fear Withering in her skin Begging to get out things seem bleak Tears upon the sky Truth shines down with the light of pain Brokenness pours within Darkness of sorrow Happy with pain The past inside a bag Grave dug deep an empty hole Heart smashed to the ground Mail my tears to god my greatest gift Cry in to the shadows choke on my lies Strangle on a rope days like this helps to have hope

Faith by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

Faith

You dream of a better life A way to wipe your tears Force yourself to your feet And waste away the years Cry out in pain bereave your s cars Lift your eyes to an empty sky Learn of love and promises To help live out your lie A book of blank pages A story within Empty promise pushing through Your pain streaked eyes Thoughts ramble in your mind Rattle your brain and break your bones The darkness takes control Trade truth for lies and lies for truth As broken turns to dust Hands lifted to an empty sky Words of praise an empty heart things hapYou dream of a better life A way to wipe your tears Force yourself to your feet And

help me by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

help me

The misery in her eyes just tears me apart To see her hurt breaks my heart Pain wells up tears fill my eyes Lord comfort my baby as she cries Fallen on my face I fall to my knees God help me help her please Shower her in kisses and in hugs Sick of her drowning in her drugs Tired of lies her toxic love God I need assistance from above I see her hurting every day Lord help me take her pain away Show her that you love her too Lord helps me help her through Show her the reason behind her birth Help me to show her, her true worth Oh god where does it end I'm losing my baby my best friend To you god now I turn Help my baby don't

gods rose by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

gods rose

Entangled in a rose bush Thorns tearing at my wrists Blood and tears stream down my face Futile efforts Still pushing forth Blood still stings my eyes Slowly falling from the edge But grasping to hold on Ripped and torn Batters and bruised Too stubborn to let go Desperation darkens the way Despair clouds my eyes Voices whisper to let go Blood stains my teeth and hands But still I grab again Thorns embedded in my hands But still I'm pressing on Darkness encircles me Still grasping for the light The light falters and barely glows Still pressing on to find the rose

got to live for somthing new by tears-for-christ, literature

live for something new by tears-for-christ, literature

New by tears-for-christ, literature

The real story by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

The real story

When the night is done I tuck my self in to my bed While thoughts of prince charming enter my head Sleeping beauty was such a bitch And snow white is just the wicked witch Cinderella was stupid and a whore These are fairytales and nothing more Suicide prayers and lullabies Drowning in there fairy lies Only this and nothing more by yet they are well known So I guess its time for me just to write my own Hold my breath because here it goes This the true story everyone knows Candle light fills the room Her bed becomes a resting tomb. Pretty angel 'pears asleep Corpses can't cry or weep Tears now still stain her cheek Said the w

Danielle by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

Danielle

Soft brown hair dark brown eyes Another piece slowly dies Something I want for her to be happy that is my desire I want her to be happy that is my burning fire She happy there so I back away And keep inside what I want to say I love her I know it sounds wrong But I've loved her now for so long She's beautiful something I'll never be How could she love some one like me Love it is this I know Keep it hidden don't let it show She is so pretty kind and smart She so beautiful it breaks my heart She's my best friend The only one I need Feel my heart break and bleed. You're the only thing I want I am on my knees Pour out my heart j

tink and pete by tears-for-christ, literature

Literature

tink and pete

Acid rain falls down slow As tinkerbell turns to go Peter is left with a broken heart As tink and him slowly part She had to go and fairy fly And peter was left here to die She left him a lone and stole his heart When him and wendy had to part She was his and he was hers When she flies something stirs Magic spreads through out the air The very presence said tinkerbell was there He whispers I do belive in fairies I do I do But then again its all he knew They were best friend they never fought Tinkerbell was his only happy thought When danger reared its ugly head Tink and pete never fled Always there side by side Tink gave hi

Watchers 32

See all

bigsgt

imVeryExcite

ariya-sacca

sujoncristi

PeelLipstick

Ashley-Brunett

SodaPopTab

Sprinkles24

GaGa-lover

chainmailepsychic

lunawolf6

xXRainbowZombieXx

Watching 18

See all

Pagans-Unite

susanm1981

PirateVision

shadowzerro

Day5pr1ng

Mikha

MeganAkaEmo

secretdreamer718

2lostandfar2hopeless

patientlove004

notacamouflagesoul

Auraine2

complacencie

christians

DeepPurpleTears

Collection

Favourites

See all

Athame by lifeeternal13, literature

Literature

Athame

As the love You said you had for me Crumbles into Apathy Promise me One thing One more promise I know you'll break: Let me kill you. Let me take this knife That I swore never to Draw blood with And drive it deep into your heart Tell me, my love Can you really Take my life By letting me Take yours? Do the words Have any meaning? Are you too scared To mean anything

Fucked Up Relationship by MeganAkaEmo, literature

Literature

Fucked Up Relationship

You left me then Now you want me back Not knowing my situation I say yea sure Forgetting that ill soon be screwed over.... AGAIN Like you did before So me and this signifigant other Are now special friends... Ya know, the kind with benifits Then theres me with a boyfriend on the side And im telling people on the street And hotties whom i work with... Im single Bringing out my true playa inside But reality is Im livin a fake reality and i cannot hide I feel bad for my guy He thinks im so sweet and innocent And for me if i left A million tears he would cry He trusts me completely And believes me when i say That i woul

Hidden Pain by Bleeding-Moon3, literature

Playing Pretend by broadwaychick03, literature

False Hopes by Deflumus, literature

Literature

False Hopes

Always searching for love But theres nothing but blood In the sky up above So I look to the ground It's just dirt all around I need to be found But there's no one else here All alone with my fear No one dares to come near Thats fine cuz I hate you Constantly I degrate you And say that I'm fine HA! Would you look at me lie? You must know I'm not fine I volunteer to be hated Knowing you would never want me I burn, I ache, I cry, and I hide But I refuse to yet die Small hopes for a reason to be alive I'm only kept afloat By these small false hopes.

Your constant reminder by Nobodysfool10490, literature

Literature

Your constant reminder

She doesn't even look at me but I can see her eyes. I've become inane to their pity burning through me... A year ago you never would've spoken with such disgust to me. I'm sorry I broke out of killing myself and that it makes me less in your view. Maybe it's the herione, coursing through your veins or maybe I was never good enough- just there when noone else would've been. And of course you'd have me back, if I enslaved myself to those blown gods hazed in their own self-destruction you've put so high above me. And you turn away, won't be the first time I've seen your back. attempting to allay my existence.. your constant re

reciprocal by DeepPurpleTears, literature

Literature

reciprocal

left, right, and wrong up, down, and out two sides to everything with everything interconnected i can't see your side and i know you can't see mine but just here me out this one time i've been hiding and dodging our friendship afraid of what i've become i don't want you to see how broken i am with pieces that don't fit anymore i've been neglecting to acknowledge your pain so absorbed in my own chaos that i forgot about friendship's two way street i've been wanting to talk to you but i've hurt you so much that i have no words to say i can't mend it anymore because i've crushed it into powder perhaps, though, we could build it

-from what's been left behind- by DeepPurpleTears, literature

Literature

-from what's been left behind-

as i've backed myself into a corner and slid down in desperation, hiding my face in my hands can't and won't shield you from seeing the words that reflect in my eyes. so much needs to be said, and we both know it, but... why can't we just forget it? look over all the hurt, and start again? i need to let it go; i need you to let it go. can all be forgotten? will all be forgotten? in a darkened area i'm aware of your sobs that quietly echo through my heart and force tears to spill from my own eyes. this silence between us whispers the pain which we've avoided speaking of for too long, so... why can't we just forget it? look o

sorry by 2lostandfar2hopeless, literature

Literature

sorry

I left you again. Waiting for my special call. Waiting to see when I would be home again. I called to say I wouldn't be there at all. You pleaded and cried. Begging me not to go. You know that I lied. I lied again when I said that I had to go. I hate not being with you. But I hate standing still. All that I want is for someone to come too. Someone to travel with at will. I feel like a shark. Never staying long. One day I'm in a park. The next I'm long gone. You try to keep me interested. Try to make me stay. So many things tried and tested. Yet I still do things my way. I know that I'm only running away. You don't have to

Deviation Spotlight

love is forever by tears-for-christ, literature

love is forever

tears-for-christ

About tears-for-christ

See all

Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 18 years
She / Her

Badges

My Bio

Current Residence: conneticut
Favourite genre of music: rock ,alternative, emo, metal... uname it.. NO RAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Favourite photographer: i don't know.
Skin of choice: Mine i think which is not white yellow black coffee colored or light black ITS TAN!!!!
Favourite cartoon character: batty, jack skellington
Personal Quote: its not that i don't care im just a bitch

Favourite Visual Artist

Dani, me, any other person i deem worthy jthm's daddy maker man

Favourite Movies

THIRTEEN, THE CROW, DROP DEAD FRED,PURPLE RAIN

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Greenday, panic at the disco, meatloaf, linkin park evenescese

Favourite Writers

Dani, and anyother person i deem worthy of favoring and edger allen poe

Favourite Games

Zelda

Favourite Gaming Platform

game cube

Tools of the Trade

broken vases razorblades notebooks pen paper and my cell phone

Other Interests

saving everyone... poetry, drawing, occult

Posts

See all

tears-for-christ

Oct 4, 2006

Broken bits

0 min read

I do not know why people hurt me so much... i am kicking my self in the ass. because of everything... rummors are flying. that i am pregant some that i am pregnant with my cousins baby... and i am sick of people talking shit it fucking pisses me off... i am sick of talk i am scared enough of being pregnant as it is... apparently i look pregnantish but i dunno... i am too scared to tell my mom... and people are spreading rumors mostly justin... and i don't know why he is saying shit... i think he is just pissed off that i was with another guy besides him... if he didn't want me to be with someone else then he should have asked me out i waited

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

tears-for-christ

Oct 3, 2006

who i am

0 min read

i don't really know anymore i seem to have lost that long ago... in the past i was always a different person everyday i seemed to have lost the true me then. so no who i am is who ever it pretend to be for that particular momment ... i dunno... i was so unpopular but now i have men chasing me down. i have one that tells me i would make a hell of a house wife,  two asked me out i turned one down and told the other i didn't know. i had one really annoying loser kid tell me i was beatuiful... i had and ex tell the kid who says i'd be great house wife that i was the best girlfriend he has ever had... apparently he wants to go back out with me...

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

tears-for-christ

Sep 7, 2006

A really sad sorry for me.

0 min read

Die, deny and kill much more salvage my soul whats left of me broken and torn a bloody mess change, derange, so gone now. fall forever, fade too fast, sleep slips through my hands you keep me up with such sad thoughts adolences fades away. sick in the morning tired all day ankles swell so much drunken days behind me now. take care of whats inside take care of me, i know you wont look what we have created now. damaged pride, a wounded soul risked a lot  and lost too much. gained something deep inside Die, Deny it can't hurt much more then this.

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Profile Comments 45

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

ShadowZerro2

Aug 11, 2010

if you ever return I'll be here. XOXOXo

PolarExtremesStudio

Sep 16, 2009

very powerful intense writings

shadowzerro

Nov 28, 2007

HEY, HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK!!
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!

And if you get at least 10 back, you will recieve good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.

........¶¶¶¶¶¶...... ......¶¶¶¶¶¶
....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶
..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶.. ......¶¶¶¶
¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶.. ......¶¶¶¶
¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶. ...¶¶¶¶¶
¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶..
....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶
..........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶
..............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶
..................¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶
......................¶¶¶¶

FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it back to you.

I'm waiting...
It's friendship week.

If you recieve (at least) 10 back, you truly are a lovable person.

DeepPurpleTears

Dec 5, 2006

hey girl!

i haven't seen you around in a while. i hope everything's okay and that you're doing well. here's a

if you're not.

love. laugh. live.

take care hun.

Mayabelle

Sep 5, 2006

Thank you for the comment on "As the Roses Fall." (If I'm not being to nosey by asking,) how did you find it?

Thank you.

Thank you for the fav's on
"Crumble" "Battle of Myself" "When We Fall" and "Torn in two directions"

oh and *yay* friends list!

ps: I really enjoy your work!!